I put myself out there a little tiny bit today. It is not exactly leading me to romantic bliss.

But if nothing changes and I scared a boy away with one clumsy text message, despite best intentions and that I prefaced it with “don’t get weird,” then oh well.

I’m annoyed if it means that two years of reliable and mind-altering sex is no more, but that is all I would be losing. Plus the friend part, but I’m not kidding myself.

A slightly awkward text should not be such a huge deal when people know each other and are friends, so (it’s a little too early to call but) I’m going to say we don’t and aren’t.